THE BOASTFUL AND THE HUMBLE EARTHLINGS

Hi , Assalamualaikum and a very , VERY good morning to people on earth ^^ (it's 1;30 a.m)

what I'm gonna elaborate on this topic is about a simple life of an boastful person and a rich life of a humble person .

Am not going to insult anybody but do you know which one of the above person are you ?

We just discussed this with our tuition teacher about how many people have he had taught .

How many personalities have he had known .

This is just to give us some moral values to don't be someone whom people would hate .

Not saying that I am perfect or so because imperfect in nais . ^^

So here's a student of his , (which is my senior) who is rich .

((Rich usually describes ; mean , arrogant , stingy , boastful , etc))

How this senior of mine is so nice . In fact , she's so humble even when she drives Porsche to university . She's nice to talk to and liked by people . Even though I seldom talk to her , not to mention bumping into her , she really nice .

Pretty in and out ^^

(even her mother , our teacher is also nice and acts like she lives an ordinary life)

In the other hand , who is my senior as well , she is boastful . I don't know her more than her name . But what I was told by my tuition teacher who reached her not long ago , she's boastful in some kind of way and acts that she lives a richer life . I'm not here to embarrass her or whatever in same meaning .

To me , I also admit that I feel like I'm living a "richer" life than I am suppose to live .

But to say , I don't like boasting . I don't know whether I boast or not in people's eyes  , but I feel that I am . In some kind of way ..  there must be .

sooooowww yeah ...

I have this one friend who likes to boast about the things she has which she thinks that every single people has it and afford to have it . Being like "oh I have , how come you don't?" . And she will always say she have and ever did do all the things that we did and have (which caught our attention in a bad way) . Because of her attitude , friends around her dislikes her a bit or maybe more . To be frank , Idk whether all the thing she says are true or the other way round . It's hard to believe

So , may this help you to recognize who lives inside you .

I'm sorry if what I wrote tends to hurt or insult but there's no intention at all .

This is just to get rid of the boastful personalities within us .

Moral values for you and me <3

May our changes towards the goods will be eased by Allah (one and only) .

Best of Luck and see you sooner or later readers (:

#PRAYFORMH370

Hi , Assalamualikum and Good Evening (:

As we all know , especially Malaysians , what had happened to MH370 . I'm pretty sure that this news has gone worldwide trending all over the news and internet . For you guys who still don't what's going on , well MH370 (Malaysia's no.1 airplane) had gone missing since last Saturday . Today is the 8th day it has gone missing in action . With the help from many countries , I am so thankful and grateful . Although I can only do nothing to help by hand , but my prayers will always be the one that would help . It's sad knowing things like this are going on in Malaysia .

It's even sad when there are these typical Malaysians who know nothing and can't do anything to help besides having their big fat ass on their chair , going online , only knows how to criticize . Those who makes assumptions and asking everyone to believe them is super gross . You're worst than a beggar who lives on the streets . No moral been taught I see . I believe everybody has their own assumptions about what's going own and what happened to the plane . I have my own assumptions too . But I don't go spreading stupid rumours about the missing plane . I do share the curiosity about the missing plane with my friends but we don't tweet it nor post it on facebook or any other social network . If your words are nice , it's okay . However these freaking people which Idk where their IQ is hiding uses disrespectful words . Not only me , everybody would be pissed off with your words . Remember ; "kerana mulut badan binasa" . With your "so cool" words that you think people would agree to , the family members of the crew and passengers are sad . They would even be sadder reading your tweets . They are shedding a thousand of tears to the lost of their family members and you're writing a nonsense crap about them . Isn't that going overboard !? You think you're cool but the truth is people are spitting on your image and name .

And the one I can't stand is that the so called "batak famous" . I know that 'batak' isn't a suitable word but who cares as long as people know what I mean . Ya Allah , for God's sake . people over the world especially Malaysia and China are sad about this sudden news and you are seeking for popularity . What a trash ! You aren't famous at all ! you are worth to be called "sampah masyarakat" . Acting like you're one of the family members who lost her mother but frankly your mother is home , doing well . Stealing other people's picture and act like it's your mom and creating a new twitter with some kind of "awesome" name so people would pay attention to you and sympathize you . If I'd be you , I would go cycling and crash in a lake and drown . Don't live -,- Rather than being a crap . Please , I know your teacher gave you so many homeworks to make you have a useful day so please complete it .

With the "bomoh" thingy who came to the airport and did what-so-ever thing that they think is true , I don't wanna talk much . All I can say is , 'kembalilah ke pangkal jalan . Pintu taubat Allah masih terbuka luas sehingga ke hari kiamat' . and those who are born holding to the taught of 'ahli sunnah wal Jamaah' , keep on holding to it and don't believe in those crap . Follow the teachings in al-Quran and our prophet , Rasulullah SAW .

And for politicians , I don't wanna get my butt into politics but I don't think the case of the disappearance of MH370 has anything to do with politics . Idk cause it's your assumptions , right ? but I remind you to just keep it to yourself and only let out nice pretty words that can make the family members of MH370 crew and passengers have hope .

To those who helped by hand , life , money , time and prayers , thank you . I know I'm just a nobody and I have nothing to do with this incident but as a Malaysian , I'm proud to know that Malaysian people and people from around the world who still cares and willing to hand in your biggest favour . Thank you .

And as a Muslim , this has nothing to do with Malaysians or other races . We are been taught to pray for other people's hardships no matter for Muslim brothers/sisters or other religions . Do show your great attitude as a Muslim . Islam is peace . Where ever they are , how ever they are doing , it's all possible with Allah's might . 'qun fa ya qun' . All we have to do is support the professionals , wish them the all best and pray so that everything would be at ease .

a message from me to everybody on board ;

It has already been 8 days since your disappearance MH370 . Everyone's waiting with hope for your safe return . I have a strong instinct saying that you're alive and I won't change it until there's any news that confirms you're gone . My prayers will always be with you until appear in front of us , safely . I have nothing to do with you guys but it tears me up knowing that you're gone without any signs . Please show up in no time and say that you're fine and doing well . Prove to those people who criticized you guys that you're not what they said you are . Okay , I'm talking out of the line but seriously , I wish you guys all the best and come home safely . Don't forget to hug your loved ones and have a good day (':

I'm not insignificant !

It seems like everyday is a bad day for me .

I know this is a test from Allah but if you see ... the last 2 years , I sat for a big test (PMR) , I became someone who's not like me .

I hated everyone .

To make the story short , I was disrespectful child , girl , and so whatever I was back then .

This year , I'll be sitting for a big exam before I finish school (SPM) .

but last year I was fine 

It's like everyone is picking on me . So I'm the bad girl here .

Why won't I be ? Be nice to me , please ...

Why do I say I'm not insignificant ?

well .... PEOPLE IGNORES ME .. and it hurts 

and when I isolate myself from others , people say that I'm arrogant .

but when I be like "oh hey *bla bla bla*" , they would just look at me and ignore me .

JUST WHAT ON EARTH IS THIS SHHH@#$%^ !!!?

If you're not sure if I just talked to you or not , do ask weh !

Don't be like 'did she talk to me ..... well I guess not' .

Why is everybody being this to me ?

I know there are those who experience way worst than me but , lemme just write this whole crap out of me .

• When I give my greetings to the teacher and bow a little , the teacher would just pass by without even replying . But if my friend gives her greeting before or after me , OMG! the teacher replies . Whut !? if my voice is to low , okay fine but why does the teachers gimme looks like I came from Mars ? 
• When I socialize with my cousins , they'd just stare at me as if I'm talking an alien language . but when I just sit in the room , listening to musics or reading a book , they're like 'why are just sitting in the room ?' . You know I feel like giving a hard punch in their faces so that they don't have teeth anymore . 
• My friends be like 'what's wrong with your mood' or 'are you in a bad mood' but ask me what's wrong with me if I'm being hyper . then leaves me or make faces as if they don't know me .
• My mom doesn't entertain me if I talk much and just nod as a reply . (Idk if she did hear what I was saying or not)
• Teacher doesn't give me more attention as a failure . All teachers are like ..... (she understands) and just go on with what their teaching especially the hard ones . OMG I FAILED !!!! Why are you giving attention to those who got A+ and stuffs . No use being in science stream after all if I fail all the subjects (not all) .

There's more that I'm too lazy to list . 

Yes I'm the youngest in my family , but they're erasing the my respect towards them .

In fact , I don't have any feelings to respect them at all .

Not anymore ...

Just yesterday , mom scolded me saying that I have to respect my brothers and sisters since I'm the youngest . But I replied ; what for if they don't give me any respect from the start .

She said that it doesn't matter about them not giving any respect to me but what matters more is my respect towards them .

I freaking swear , it stuck in my head until this hour (5 am) that I feel like wanting to hit my head on the wall and wake up in a hospital not remembering a thing that happened .

YOU'RE WRONG MOM !

I'm not an ugly doll who could just be kicked away like that .

I have pride ....

Yeah , sometimes I feel so useless that I always question to myself ,

why did mom and dad have me if 5 children were enough .

Mom even said that it's useless having a child like this .

Well mom , you said a quite few times , aaaaaand your prayers have been answered .

I'm useless , dot .

Last Tuesday , my father should have pick me up after school at 6 but until 7 he didn't arrive .

Around 6 30 , I send a message through a family group in WhatsApp saying that dad hasn't arrive yet and I've run out of credits . No money , only internet that's connected to the library's wifi .

Before that , my sister was online , but she just ignored the message .

Thought that my dad would arrive late .

I spammed the group even more but then my brother was like 'hahaha pity you being ignored' .

He was home for God's sake and have license !

So when they ignored me , I said that I would walk home and it's a luck if I arrive home alive .

(Since the high way to my home is a bit dangerous)

They just laughed at me .

even a few days after ...

I think if I have a knife around my neck , they would still just laugh .

See how insignificant I am ?

If anyone reads this laughing their butts out , I don't even care to mind about them .

especially my siblings . they don't take things like these seriously .

When I'm writing this , shedding tears .

just wanna say , I , SUFI ILHAM am NOT INSIGNIFICANT !

know me too . see me . recognize me .

I'd be thankful . much much .

THIS IS A CRAP !

Hana is Happiness (하나는 행복입니다)

I'm just glad . Glad that you came on time ... before my life sucks more . I'm also glad that you weren't in my childhood memories which I wish to not remember those times . Maybe I need to work harder than just saying 'thank you' . Even if you don't ask what are those words for , thank you for widening my point of view and open my typical mind . You taught me more than those who are with me in the early morning until late evening every weekdays from January to November .

Last year (12') , I wished that you stayed until we graduate high school because you were the best ! We fought over unnecessary things that leads us to doodle one another's face until we fell from the chair , lying on the floor which made us came late into the lab . You were the first person who was a new student who treated me like that . And that was totally new .

But when 2013 came , we were already high school students (which we're already seniors) . We got into different classes and it's a bit confusing during recess . Whether you'll go to the canteen or eat at coop . We seldom see each other  , other than curriculum activities or additional classes in the evening .

By mid-year , I  became annoyed be your happy-go-lucky attitude whenever we meet . I didn't know why I felt that way myself . I even avoided you for sometimes . After a while , I needed someone who could courage me in my studies since my results were turning out bad . Hence , it was about a month before our  final exam (our exam started earlier than other schools) .

I searched for you and ask if you could accompany me after school so that we could study together . Besides , you had duties in the afternoon since you're a librarian . But happened was we talked and talked and talked . I didn't really mind since at that time , I realized that I missed you . I missed your cheerful expression , voice , attitude .... all !

Even those days when I didn't treated you well (nak tak nak je) , you still treated me well like a best friend treats her best friend . You gave me food , you always asked whether I would stay back or go home . And my lame-sucking reasons were "sorry , I promised with my sister to pick me up early" or "I promised ------ I'll be going to her house this afternoon" .  Even so , you were brave enough to stay alone even when everyone went home in the evening , you waited patiently for your sister to finish her work .

After exam was over , I left you in the evening again . By going to another friend's house , going home purposely , etc ... when you were all by yourself at school . Maybe it's because I thought that you already had someone to accompany you .... or I forgot about you while planning to go somewhere else .

I regretted all of that . I hated what I did to you  I felt like I was using you during my hard times and left you behind during ease . I then thought to myself , why did I even asked your sister to not let you move and stay at this school with me if I can't treat you well ? That was dumbest request I'll ever made if I can't . I'm truly sorry , and this sorry comes from my sincere heart . To be honest , I did felt annoyed by you once again but luckily I endured that feeling well and still treated you as a friend should be treated .

And ....... while I was making up to you again , you had this one guy who's a skater boy living in the States which you damn like (bias) . I had a bias too from Korea . Well yeah , I'm a kpop fan but I do know the disgusted feelings of those who aren't kpop fans . However , you woke me up .

You , who is not a kpop fan , hear all of my stories about my bias even he's a Korean . You still made the best reaction for me to keep continuing my stories and "fangirling" session . But till that day , I didn't realize it until you told me about a friend who can't accept your interest , but keeps on talking about her interest and wants people to hear . My mind became lost . I keep on thinking if I've ever been like that friend .

I then wanted to become the person who would hear your all of your interest even if it's not the same as mine and give the best and cheerful reaction I could . Since I'm a cold girl (sometimes) , I still wanted give out best reactions like you did even though I can't express my feelings well .

I really hate it when the warm feelings doesn't come and I have to pretend it . I hate it for lying to that person . It breaks me . I feel awkward and I just can't imagine how awkward my face is at that time . And now , it's school holidays . You came to like kpop like I do . Well ... I could help you by giving billions pictures of your bias .

So we now stay up every night together even if we're not under the same roof . We keep in touch through weChat . As how you love to call me SuKyung , I decided to call you Hana which means , happiness . Why ? because you bring my happiness . You taught me what I lack much . 

Thanks for opening my eyes wider , treat me well , give the best expression you ever had , hear my interests , staying up late with me , etc all the things you ever did for me . Let's work hard together next year for SPM and make a long list promise . This time , I am sure to stay back after school with you until late evening , In Syaa Allah (=

사랑해 하나야 , 그리고 고마워 ... 진심이야 .

모든 것에 감사 해요  , 완전히 진짜 ! 

Let's stick for a long long time together ....both of us .

Even after 10 years , 20 years or even 50 years . 

In Syaa Allah .

하나는 행복입니다 .

우리 오래 가자 ! 열심히하자 !

Miracle in December

Assalamualikum and Hi ? 

So that everyone knows (maybe not everyone) ...., <Miracle in December> music video has been released ! YEAY EXO !!  . hahahahah .

So today is 5th of December 13' (for real!) which EXO's comeback will be on Mnet 'M Coutdown' and and and it's Yuri from Girls' Generation's  Birthday . Cheers !!! A round applause  .

Happy Birthday to you , Happy Birthday to you , Happy Birthday to Kwon YuRi , Happy Birthday to you ! *clap  clap  clap  clap  clap  clap  clap *

Soooooo it's 3 40 in the morning (Malaysia time) , I was wishing to do some revision but ..................................... *I guess that I didn't happen . O-EM-JI !!! I wanna spend my holidays doing the things I want this whole month but I can't and it seems like I spent enough time doing rubbish things except watching movies . Heol ! 

Oh , I haven't write the main point of this blog eyh ? So , <Miracle in December> has been released and now the anticipating comeback on Mnet . The MV is .......... (10 thumbs up) . It's a ballad song which the lyrics aren't bad either . Plus , if you are not a kpop-er , you don't understand the feels .

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I don't usually show these sides of mine on twitter , facebook , instagram or anywhere except in front of my friends and family but ...............................................

QWERTYUIOP 

ASDFGHJKL 

ZXCVBNM 

CANNOT CONTAIN FEELS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

*kicks bed

*does the high jump sport on bed

*roll side to side until falls from bed

*screams as if just a bundle of cockroaches pass by in one line

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*mom knocks and was like "hey gurrrl you betta keep your mouth shut or else imma gonna throw you outta that window , heyl yeah ! ehmmhhm nowt jowkeng" * (jk)

So if you're curious why , go see it for yourself . (but probably you're not curious at all)

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*so you watch the video and be like "what's all the fuss !!? just wasted my time on this lame video with 12 boys like a !@##$%^& *

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the next year ------> fell in love with those boys and be like "I did wrong ! I regret it !" *cries endlessly / "EXO's comeback is next week !!" *does some unnecessary preparation only God knows what / "OMG ! OMG ! OMG ! EXO will hold a concert in my country   !!" *aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand was the first fan to line up under the hot freaking sun to buy the ticket for their concert .

HAHAHAH LMAO 

However , their voice ~ acting ~ MV ~                              HEBAK DAEBAK !

I liked it so so so much because snow was falling and I always loved winter though I live in Malaysia .

Wrap up ! Bye jaijjen ~ 

"I try to find you who I can't see , I try to hear you who I can't hear"

Blog Renovate , at last ! and Bad Day ~

Assalamualaikum ,  , hey and YEAY !!!

At last .... I've transform my blog into a pinkish girly blog . My friends said that I'm not suitable with pink and they were shocked to hear that I love pink . Well hey , I'm back to basic . I loved pink since I was a little brat . What's the big deal anyways ? I just kept pink inside my heart since I became a teenager . 

Anyways , for the time being , I'm in loved with IU's <Modern Time> album and so into it . The songs she wrote are so (heart touching) . And the song I would like to recommend to those loners out there or those who loves to be alone (like me) is <Bad Day> / <싫은 날> . Besides <The Red Shoes> and <Modern Time> , I love this song so bad ! (not really ) . This is a song which IU wrote herself about a year ago and studio record it for this album .

The lyrics has nothing to do with me but I love it . The melody is not that bad either . Try hearing it out   ..... even if you're not a kpop-er .

Missing Japan and the feelings (2)

WOOOAAAAA ... It's been ages since I last update . It's like a year since I went to Japan and now Imma continue part 2 . Hah ! damn long to just update a little huh . hahah . sooooooo where were we ? aahhh I remember ...

16th DECEMBER 2012

So we planned on going to see the sunrise since I said I wished to see the sunrise in the message box before arriving here so there you go . My foster dad said we can go . Though I was like "really ?" I felt sorry as I fell like it will burden them but they were happy-go-lucky so it was alright (I think ) . Sanae said we will go around 6 30 and wake at 6 but as I'm holding the title as a dead-sleeper , it was a bit lucky that I woke at 6 20 . I was like OMG OMG OMG ! I only washed my face and brush my teeth ... then change my pants . Well every one in the house didn't had their morning shower so no big deal heh ?  We didn't stink so don't judge . Serves me right for waking up late so I had a layer of pants on and shivered hard . The journey to see the sun rise was about 15 minutes .

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When we arrived , both Sanae and her mom stayed in the car . Only me and her dad came out and took pictures . It was worth waking up early (lah sangat) and shivered hard just to see the sun rise . Seriously wey ! it was so beautiful (and still is) since Japan is well known with the title 'land of the rising sun' . I loved it and hope to go to Japan again someday .

this is an edited version of a person going on on morning walk . There were those who jog too .

this is an edited version of the sunrise . beautiful isn't it ? I meant the view , not the editing  .

not edited . seeing pictures like this won't give you any feelings until you see it for yourselves .

beautipool walaahhh 

..... and this is our stinky morning face ^^ hehehe 

After arriving home , we had our breakfast and slept ...... at the dining table . Yup , we did . Underneath the table has a heater which made was cozy and warm . So hey , it wasn't my fault for dozing off at the dining table . Seeing everyone did , what was I suppose to do ?

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Around 10 we woke up and get ourselves dress as Sanae promised with her 2 other friends to play bowling together . And those 2 other friends were Kak Izzati's and Najwa's foster family . I had friends too  . Should I like tell about the bowling part ? Well ...... it was fun . But it's slightly different from Malaysia or any country . Every 10 or 15 minutes they'll dim the lights and lit up a red light along every alley . There will be a staff standing in the front and talks *bla bla bla* then she/he will be like "ready , set , go !" and every lane will have a person to bowl and the same time . And if any of us gets to strike for 4 or 5 times a game (random people in a team) , they'll give you a gift . Wow isn't it ? 

soooooo they insist on me wearing that thingy . God knows how blushing I was .

here's a park near the mall we played bowling . There was no mosque nearby . But this doesn't obstruct Muslims the perform their prayers  *winkwink .

from the right ; it is I , Kak Izzati , Najwa (:

And this is our fosters . I think the left side is Najwa's foster and the right side is Kak Izzati's .

After we played bowling , we searched for a park to perform our prayer and went back the play at the arcade . Sanae got me a disney bear which I now sleep with . She played hard and wasted lots of money to get the bear for me and I was like  'omg Sanae , you shouldn't have wasted your money on things like this for me' . I was so thankful that even after I came back home I find it hard leaving the bear anywhere for a quite some time .

At 4 p.m it was time for us to say goodbye but since we went back to the hotel by train and a bit of walking needed , plus confused which way to go , we arrived late that we suppose to be . Their teacher even got worried . Ahahaha luls . Before saying 'Sayonara' to my foster family ,  we had a picture together (will not post that due to shyness) . I wanted to hug them but it was kinda awkward so what I did was I said "thank you for everything" and bowed 90 degrees . aaah I also shook hands with them and then  . But after some time , I thought back that I was like chasing them away while others were like nearly cried and hugging each other . Sorry foster mummy , daddy and Sanae . I'll hug you guys if we ever meet again someday , in syaa Allah (:

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So we checked in again into our rooms and afterwards went shopping around the hotel . I don't remember how and why but I laughed hard till I cried like a 'drunk women by the streets' . And what I remember that made me continue my laugh was ; after we sat by the street to calm ourselves , we went to a convenience store to by junk foods and started to continue walking . I was talking with my friends while holding a bitten potato chip on my right hand and then there's this lady walking fast by me and accidentally hit my hand and the potato chip flew away . She then did turn around realizing she hit my hand but I was busy laughing hard behind my friend's back so she didn't bother to stop or say sorry . What a day . Ahahahahahah ! 

17th DECEMBER 2012

YEAYY ! They anticipated day came as we were going to have a trip to DISNEY SEA ! Yeay us . Usually it will be Disney Land but lucky us ! . So I don't really know what to write about having a trip to Disney Sea but it was fun . But compared to Universal Studio Singapore (USS) , I can say that USS is more extreme rather than Disney Sea . but hey , it's fun , okay . Soooooo ............ here are the memories  !

excited us ! 

Disney train which takes us to both Disney Land and Sea .

Ta Da ~

this is all of us who joined this trip to Japan . Credits to the Japanese girl  .

I don't remember this castle is for what but it surely is beautiful (:

the loop roller coaster . this is the extreme out of all but not as extreme as USS's .

don't know what ship is this .

the performance of ................. *idk

18th DECEMBER 2012

So sad it was the last day .

We checked out early in the morning and left our luggage at the lobby . Then we went sightseeing around Tokyo ;

• Tokyo Imperial Palace
• Asakusa
• Sky Tree
• can't remember ...... 

Rather than explaining , let's see the pictures shall we ? (laziness starts , now) . We did nothing much . Just sightseeing and did a little bit of shopping throughout the whole day . Well , actually we bought a lot of things for souvenirs . luls .

The gals .

"Sakura sakura aitaiyo iyada kimini ima sugu aitaiyo" 

I had another chance going to a park again but this time my memory was full . I had to limit snapping photos .

This is the Imperial Palace .

It's suppose to be J-A-P-A-N .

proof   .

and yeah babe . we concurred the train 

Asakusa

I then realized that IU once filmed 'Last Fantasy' here ! OMGAH !!! hahahah . I adore her 

With our tour guide , Kaora-san . (which means Miss Kaora .... if not mistaken) *to be frank I don't really remember her name :B

...................... buliding .

Sky Tree . Last destination . It should have lit up but we were in a hurry so ....... sad /:

Haneda Airport , Tokyo , Japan .

We checked in our luggage at 9 30 , boarded at 10 30 and departed at 11 45 . How I remembered the specific time ? I still have the schedule with me  . While we were lining up to check in , luckily the teachers were like , 'okay guys , passports everybody' . I was lost and forgot where I put my passport . I panicked that Idk if I even looked panic and drag my bag out of the line , opened it and start digging for my passport . Thank God it was there ! Ahahaha clumsy me . Luckily everything went well and we departed and landed safely . Alhamdulillah (:

19th DECEMBER 2012

I woke up and realized I was still on the plane . It was dark and everyone was fast asleep . I opened a single light above me and made origami . After a while I felt sleepy again and doze off . Frankly I don't remember when I fell asleep and when did the plane took off from Japan . Maybe I was too tired and dozed off before I knew it . 

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So when we arrived , after custom clearance , we gathered and the teacher gave a short speech and thank everyone . Despite the tiredness being on the plane for such hours , we were more nervous as we were going to receive our PMR results on that very day .

and my results are .................................................................................. Alhamdulillah  .

Japan , we'll be missing you . Soon to be there again , if God wills (=